PUPPIES!

I love puppies. Have I told you this? It's true. They're cute and cuddly and always happy to see you! A friend posted this video on my Facebook wall, and well, I've probably watched it a good hundred times in less than a week. Oh man. So much cute.
You're welcome.

Love!

Happy Two-year Anniversary to me and D! ^_^
I made a red velvet cake to celebrate the occasion. Perhaps I will figure out how to post pictures on here.

Sleep

It's 4am, and lady upstairs has her TV on so friggin loud I can almost make out the words that the guy is saying. It's super annoying cuz I had a headache when I went to bed, and it was one of those headaches that will go away with a good night's sleep. Guess who's not getting a good night's sleep? Guess who is getting a good night's sleep? Guess who still has a headache at 4 am?
So now, because I did not get a good night's sleep, my fairly manageable headache has morphed into one that is much harder to get rid of. This is the life I live. Stupid equilibrium. If I don't do everything just right, then my life becomes a nightmare of trying to function with a throbbing pain above my left eye ball.

I should just march my ass up stairs, bang on the woman's door and demand that she turn her TV down. But I'm not going to because that's probably not what I should do since I am incredibly pissed right now. And besides, she'd prolly not even hear me bangin' on her door over the sound of her fucking loud TV.

Stupid loud old lady with her stupid loud TV. Get a hearing aid lady so I can get some sleep.

My friends are getting married, having kids, moving places, doing things - big things... Big life-changing things. My best friends are thousands of miles away, and though I desperately wish I could be there to celebrate these great things with them, I can't. I'm here, and they are there. Lots of miles between us. Some days it doesn't phase me too much. These are the paths our lives have taken, and it's not really anyone's fault (as if there were some sort of "fault" in our paths - there isn't). We're doing our life things. We're pursuing our goals. We're moving forward.

But some days I feel really bummed out. I feel selfish for choosing to so hastily move to a foreign place so far from home. I'm missing out on my friends' lives. I'm sorry guys. Please know that you're in my thoughts every day, and I miss you all terribly.

I guess that's all I have to say. I miss my friends...

Awesome

I'm feeling a little down, so I'm just going to remind myself of some of the awesome things...


* Summer
* The ocean
* Snuggles with D
* Cupcakes
* Series television on DVD
* My bicycle
* Gymnastics
* D
* Avocados
* Coffee
* Math
* Hippos



In other news: I have ambitions of perfecting my strawberry cupcake recipe and of making a cheesecake.

Two years

Today is a very special day for me. Today is June 13th. Two years ago, on June 13th, I left behind everything I knew in pursuit of LIFE. In fact, I think I'd like to change my birthday to June 13th. I don't know if I was really alive before I moved to my new home.

Sure I did a crazy thing by moving all the way out here, but I wouldn't do it any differently if I could go back in time. I love it here. I'm living exactly the way I want to.


^_^

Time Flies

Holy crappoly! When did June get here? What happened to spring?